I’ve been meaning to start blogging for years now, but never got the time ( okay okay..more like I was lazy.. but hey shhh)

Here I am anyways🙃

I stumbled across one of my “amazing” writing in my Notes app and thought: why not take this opportunity to start blogging?

So here it goes…

“It was one of days where everything bad that could possibly happen to me happened. 

Every regret, every mistakes, everything I’ve possibly done wrong just plays right in front of me, as if my mind is suddenly a projector projecting everything and drowns me in my own thoughts.

“Hold on, stay strong” I repeat this like a slogan inside my head. I hate crying, it makes me feel weak.  

Sitting in my car, all the thoughts overwhelming me, I see 2 kids about 4 or 5 years of age  riding their tricycle, looking so happy. I almost envy them. The beauty of not knowing everything, the pain, the sorrow that life throws at you. 

One of the kids waves at me with a genuine smile on her face. I couldn’t help but smile and wave back. Both of our smiles being genuine, something so trivial like a smile was enough for my mind to shift, it’s not that the fog in my mind magically cleared but, it softened. The rest of the car ride was spent smiling.

And maybe that’s what life is, maybe if we are not always hooked on the pain and try to see the beauty of life it can do wonders? Not an expert obviously, but life is pretty even when it’s messy even when it’s even difficult to wake up in the morning. It’s beautiful in its own messed up way.”

Now if you’re a poetry enthusiast or an average CBSE board survivor ( like myself💀) you might have come across a poem “Dust of Snow” by Robert Frost.

It’s become one of the few poems which holds a special place in my heart. Back when I was in school, I never fully grasped the true meaning of the poem until now.

For those who never heard or read this poem by Robert Frost, here it goes⬇️

For those of you who made it till this part, Thankssss🤍

Until next time!!