Oh, to fade away, somewhere far,
Just me and the glowing distant stars,
Evanesce is what the heart desires,
To be forgotten, yet remain someone’s admire.

Is it possible to hold two needs,
One, to be hidden, buried like seeds,
Other, to be truly seen,
Having someone to lean?

                       ~ Me

Evanesce: to fade away slowly.

Not long ago I came across this word, Evanesce and I instantly felt a pull. It described a feeling which I often felt but never found the right word for it.

Our heart is a very complex structure created by God ( and I mean both anatomically and even emotionally.)

Sometimes it wants to be with someone who truly sees you, who truly cares for you, but on the other days it shuts off everything and everyone and just wants to be on its own.

So is that even normal? I don’t know.

But is it understandable? I think yes. It’s just simply being human.

I’ve realised this tug of war is more common than we’d want to admit.

So perhaps, fading and shining are just two halves of the same soul.

Thank you for reading💗

Until next time!